| 1688The boys just won't stop growing. The bigger that they get the older that I feel. We've got drywall on most of the rooms of the house now. The house is looking really nice, yet I'm still depressed. When I married for money I was miserable. Now I tried marrying for love and we're so dirt poor I'm still miserable. Michael is such a dear but it's pathetic when having the house to almost livable conditions is the most exciting thing going on in my life. |
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| 1683Ohhhhh! It happened sooner than I was ready for! I'm old and ugly! Michael says that I'm still just as pretty inside. Thank goddess he doesn't know how ugly and corrupted that is as well. The whole Kasandra thing blew over. Luckily Michael trusts me and decided that Tyron just wanted to stir up trouble. |
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| 1682We had twins. Luckily they were both boys since I'm getting too old to have more. There's a concept that I never wanted to admit. |
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1681Yet another one of my decisions is coming back to bite me in the butt. I never told Michael about Kasandra. I figured what he didn't know wouldn't hurt him. He ran into Tyron at the grocery store, who told him about Kasandra. Michael hadn't believed him but is badgering me with questions. |
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1678Money is a lot tighter than I would like. Guess we spent too much on the house. My career is stalled, I haven't gotten a promotion in years. Seems like whatever I try to do my life just turns to crud. |
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1677No more two bedroom dumps for me boy. We had a cute little house built, ok so it's not so little. But it is definately cute! |
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1676I had a girl, named her Kasandra. She was only a couple hours old when I invited Michael over. We got married quickly, and moved out. Tristan was still at school, and I didn't think that moving so recently after birth would be good for Kasandra. Besides, how would that look if I brought her and not Tristan?? So I left them both behind. |
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1674Traci and Tyron had a son! And you'll never believe what else .... I'm pregnant. Tyron just keeps giving me dirty looks. Think I liked it better when I just didn't exist. Don't appreciate his attitude though, for all he knows it could be his father's. It's not, but it COULD be. I hate it here without Miguelangel, but my doctor says I'm not up to moving til after the baby comes. I've been buying household necessities out of the money Miguelangel left me, so I can have furniture for my new home. |
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1672My Miguelangel is gone. It's so hard to believe. Thought with all that meditation he should have gotten to a higher space and beyond aging by now. Cried on Michael's virtual shoulder until he finally talked me into letting him come over. One thing led to another and regrettably, we ended up in bed together. Well, regret the timing, not the act. Had been too long since I had smooth young hands on my flesh. |
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1670Traci and Tyron got married. Miguelangel seems to meditate 24/7. He didn't even snap out of it long enough to watch Tyron propose. I've been using the puter for more than just this blog though. Have started chatting with a couple of people online too. Michael seems the nicest of my new internet friends. He's from Townie Place, a few miles over. |
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1668Tyron returned from college. His fiance seems nice. She talks to me atleast. Tyron seems happier to act like I don't even exist. |
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1665Miguelangel has taken up meditation. Atleast he's off the couch, I guess. Starting to admit that marrying him was the biggest mistake of my life. |
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1662We had a boy! His name is Tristan. Hmm, can't recall Miguelangel ever getting off the couch long enough to woohoo, but apparently he did. Guess it wasn't very memorable at all. |
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1661Tyron has left for college. There's no love lost there. I know he doesn't approve of me. I find it alarming the way they shun poor Lily too. |
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1654Suddenly I feel so lost. Miguelangel was tireless when we were dating. His age never got the best of him. Now, not even two years later, he's just another lump on the couch. He had also had plenty of cash to flash. Now there are 5 of us living in this two bedroom dump. Mama sure would be laughing at me if she knew. She had accused me of marrying him for his money. |